3.05.2005

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what's up! yay! i'm home again and it is so nice to be here... dude, i have so much that i want to do/organize so i decided to fix the colors on my blog. that's what i call productivity, baby :D

i found this totally wikid import store in gulfport and, gasp!, i found the perfect armoire that just happens to be on clearance-what luck! it is beautiful and will fit perfectly. i didn't buy it today because i wanted to come home and take measurements (again) just to be sure that it will fit. i guess i will buy it sometime next week after i figure out how heavy it is going to be... i may have to enlist some help... well, maybe. i bet i can do it with a hand-truck.

since this armoire is probably the last really big item that i need to pick up, i think it is time to sell le truck. the price of gas is just going to go up and although it is cool to have, i would like to be more reasonable. i'm thinking miata, baby... ahhh. so, anybody want to buy my truck? i found a black miata in the paper today that looked enticing... oh, i need to find out their mpg and stuff though first. and i also need to see if i can fashion my surfboard to it... nark.

tomorrow is fast sunday and it looks like i have a lot on my plate to sort out. last week was a little heart-wrenching in that a lot of things that i had put away, suddenly came flying out of the cupboard quite unintentionally. and as much as i would have liked for things in the past to have played out differently, it comes down to the very simple fact that past actions are totally unchangeable in the present. i really thought that i was okay with it (and i do accept the way things currently are because that is how i have been operating for a little while now), but it appears that the things (people/experiences/relationships) that i value have not changed as nearly as much as i had originally thought. this is strange because one week ago, everything was going smoothly as i was preparing for vegas and then, bam! everything goes nuts :D what is that saying about letting something you love go and if it returns then it is yours to keep? unfortunately, that is quite the risky proposition since the butterfly most likely will not have anywhere to return to once it has sorted out the center of its universe... well, i guess in that situation another center will have to be envisioned and created. rar. suckiness.

my nose hurts! both sides are just hosed! i hope we get a good stretch of rain here soon or i may never be able to blow my nose again. right. this is not gross-it is just a simple fact of life. and blood is a funny thing-it is so slimy and gelatinous and i wonder if everyone's blood tastes the same? not that i really want to find out. in fact, THAT is pretty disgusting :D

ah yes, so now i am on to this book about string theory and it is proving to be rather interesting. i wish i was a physicist-maybe i will just re-do my education and finish my phd in physics. lol. maybe not! but i do love learning about it. anyway, i'll let you know more about string theory as i get more into it...

take care! many hugs! many smiles!
m

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